waiting.
today is four months.
four-freaking months and let me tell you how happy i'm not.
but thats the thing, i'm really quite happy, and i don't even know why. i haven't spoken to the boy since wed, and i don't know whether he's okay or not. but i, none the less, refuse to sulk.
in fact, after having to leave all my friends, i still have yet to cry. i know that in the next few weeks, i'm probably going to have a major breakdown. i left the place that was more home to me than any other place on this planet. but life moves on, and i have to as well.
we're getting my car fixed soon, i made $50 tonight, and i get to work every day this week. my roomate and i will be in our own apartment in the next few weeks, and i will finally be on my own. one of my best friends from lmc will be moving back to east texas and i will get to spend the summer with her.
it really is all going to work out.
and even though i have reasons to be sad, i just can't be. i thank God for the coping-mechanism he has given me.
back to allthingsrock. i love this time of year, bc everyone starts promoting warped tour. all things rock ROCKS right now. <3
four-freaking months and let me tell you how happy i'm not.
but thats the thing, i'm really quite happy, and i don't even know why. i haven't spoken to the boy since wed, and i don't know whether he's okay or not. but i, none the less, refuse to sulk.
in fact, after having to leave all my friends, i still have yet to cry. i know that in the next few weeks, i'm probably going to have a major breakdown. i left the place that was more home to me than any other place on this planet. but life moves on, and i have to as well.
we're getting my car fixed soon, i made $50 tonight, and i get to work every day this week. my roomate and i will be in our own apartment in the next few weeks, and i will finally be on my own. one of my best friends from lmc will be moving back to east texas and i will get to spend the summer with her.
it really is all going to work out.
and even though i have reasons to be sad, i just can't be. i thank God for the coping-mechanism he has given me.
back to allthingsrock. i love this time of year, bc everyone starts promoting warped tour. all things rock ROCKS right now. <3