May 19, 2008 18:31
So I got the letter today that i should be getting one of my meds with in a few days. so that is a good thing
i talked to rudy for a while earlier today got i miss him and love him more then i think i can really put into words
it seems like october is forever and a day away.
i can't wait till i can be with him everyday and be there for alex also
i love that little girl. she brings a smile to my face everytime she gets on the phone with me.
i am falling head over heals in love with her more and more everyday.
and with rudy my feelings become stronger with every time i hear his voice.
i am head over heels in love him my jalapeno on a steeck....lol
well i can't wait till he comes for a visit in august and i can't wait till i get to spend every night and day with him
am i hopeless or what
x0x0
muah