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i am sick of pretending iam happy when i am not with you
i hate myself like this and i am sure everyone else does adn i am sorry you have to put up with this but idk what is wrong with me i can't even explain myself to emily the one person who i could tell ne thing too i am serioulsy lost and lonely but iam starting to enjoy the pain
i hate myself like this and i am sure everyone else does adn i am sorry you have to put up with this but idk what is wrong with me i can't even explain myself to emily the one person who i could tell ne thing too i am serioulsy lost and lonely but iam starting to enjoy the pain