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well today was okay just like every other day
lunch was really fun today we threew carrots adn vegetables at heather and she didn;t even notice and they all pretty much hit her
except for sean's cuz he is a bad thrower :)
well today i saw you adn i still got butterflies i get them everytime before i see you
adn i can;t help just everything reminds me of you
idk why i feel so much for you
i mean i guess i felt some of the same feelings for josh but
he never mad me feel so confused adn so alone and so happy adn nevous like you do
i can;t explain it but you are everything ot me
and i hate it cuz i know you will never love me cuz if you did you would have told me by now
you would have wanted to shout it out to the hole world but you don't
but then sometime i catch you watching me
and when i look into your eyes i can;t explain
it is just so perfect adn so wrong all at the same time
i just wanna scream to you I LOVE YOU but i think you already know
and idk i am so afriad to tell you i love you
cuz what if you don;t feel the same
right now not knowing for sure there is still that hope that you do
and sometimes you act like you do and thatis why i can;t tell
then i see you with her and idk
everyone tells me you don;t but for some reason i can;t believe it
i mean at least with josh i knew he didn;t like me
but with you i can never tell i mean i see you with other girls
you act different around them than you do me
idk if that is good or bad
maybe you do know i love you and you feel bad for me
or maybe you love me too
see there i go again tryingto think the best
when i should just try to get over you but for some reason
i can't
lunch was really fun today we threew carrots adn vegetables at heather and she didn;t even notice and they all pretty much hit her
except for sean's cuz he is a bad thrower :)
well today i saw you adn i still got butterflies i get them everytime before i see you
adn i can;t help just everything reminds me of you
idk why i feel so much for you
i mean i guess i felt some of the same feelings for josh but
he never mad me feel so confused adn so alone and so happy adn nevous like you do
i can;t explain it but you are everything ot me
and i hate it cuz i know you will never love me cuz if you did you would have told me by now
you would have wanted to shout it out to the hole world but you don't
but then sometime i catch you watching me
and when i look into your eyes i can;t explain
it is just so perfect adn so wrong all at the same time
i just wanna scream to you I LOVE YOU but i think you already know
and idk i am so afriad to tell you i love you
cuz what if you don;t feel the same
right now not knowing for sure there is still that hope that you do
and sometimes you act like you do and thatis why i can;t tell
then i see you with her and idk
everyone tells me you don;t but for some reason i can;t believe it
i mean at least with josh i knew he didn;t like me
but with you i can never tell i mean i see you with other girls
you act different around them than you do me
idk if that is good or bad
maybe you do know i love you and you feel bad for me
or maybe you love me too
see there i go again tryingto think the best
when i should just try to get over you but for some reason
i can't