i don't want this feeling to ever go away.
i don't even know where to start. i'm happy. i can honestly say that i am truly happy. and i love it. no matter what, everything with everyone isn't always gonna be perfect. and thats not the way it is. my mom -and everyone at that house- and i are still having a few problems. whatever though. i'm going to the "mothership" -a.k.a brasil- tomorrow. hahah. and i'm not going to see my mom or any of them for a while so its all good. but yeah... things there aren't perfect, but things with yogi <3 couldn't be better. and that right now means so much to me. - i don't want you to leave. but i know you have to. i was dead serious.. no one knows me like you do. thank you so much for everything... i love you. john lennon is my hero. <3 we can beat him though! :D
jenni just got back from argentina. and i got to see her for a little while today. she showed me her pictures. good stuff. ;) . and meital got back today. woo hoo! - i wish i coulda saved her when she needed saving. haha. <33 ... i'm not gonna be able to say bye to will and ian. :( shitty as fuck. i thought i was gonna be able to, but i have to wake up early as shit tomorrow, and i can't go out tonight. :\
i'll try to update and keep you posted when i'm in brasil. but i doubt i will. i'm gonna be on a farm for more than half of the time and computers haven't gotten there yet. :\ and also, i doubt there'll be anything interesting to post unless you want to hear about fuckin cows and shit. ;)
i'm out.. have fun and be safe!!
much <3.
- deda.
*one brow wrinkle is the result of 200,000 frowns. so smile and be happy!!! :D *