(no subject)
I think I may be having a problem.
I really don't need to be starting a new relationship. But I can't keep myself away from this boy. Literally boy. He's two years younger than me. This isn't good. Not good at all. I mean I'll be here for quite a while, but still. He has yet to successfully pass the nineth grade, so he's still in high school. But gosh is he a sweetheart. He makes me melt. I don't know if what we're doing is turning into a relationship. See, we see eachother a lot. And we have been before. I usually help him run errands or he comes with me and we chill.. all day long. Then a couple weeks ago we started having sex. It was so random too! I had no idea he wanted to do anything like that. Then of course afterwards, well things just repeat themselves. I love being around him though. He makes me feel good and he makes me smile. He listens to what I have to say and enjoys my company. Well I think that's the case. However he could just be using me and I'm just oblivious. Who knows.
I sure hope he isn't though. That would be horrible and embarrassing. Only because I really do like him a heck of a lot.
My mommy is coming home tomorrow!
I really don't need to be starting a new relationship. But I can't keep myself away from this boy. Literally boy. He's two years younger than me. This isn't good. Not good at all. I mean I'll be here for quite a while, but still. He has yet to successfully pass the nineth grade, so he's still in high school. But gosh is he a sweetheart. He makes me melt. I don't know if what we're doing is turning into a relationship. See, we see eachother a lot. And we have been before. I usually help him run errands or he comes with me and we chill.. all day long. Then a couple weeks ago we started having sex. It was so random too! I had no idea he wanted to do anything like that. Then of course afterwards, well things just repeat themselves. I love being around him though. He makes me feel good and he makes me smile. He listens to what I have to say and enjoys my company. Well I think that's the case. However he could just be using me and I'm just oblivious. Who knows.
I sure hope he isn't though. That would be horrible and embarrassing. Only because I really do like him a heck of a lot.
My mommy is coming home tomorrow!