Sep 12, 2008 01:02
know what youre doin doin to me??
so i cleaned my entire room and went thru all my old notebooks.
and stumbled upon this.
i wrote it during the summer or 2006.
ugh.
Echoing inside of me
Boom Boom
I can't take it anymore
I can feel it inside of me
Exploding like a thousand fireworks
Breaking against the summer night sky
The ferris wheel lights try to compete with the beauty
But in the end, we both know which one will win
You act like everything is alright,
There is never anything wrong.
But you can tell something is gone awry,
Just by a glance of my eyes.
I want to scream "You know! You know!",
But of course I can't,
No one else can..
You attempt to make me smile,
Try and get my spirits up.
It doesn't work,
You have that unaccomplished smirk on your face.
I wish we could just run away,
Escape from the crowds and be alone, alone.
And when we think we won't have to face this awkward set-up and fail session,
We seem to go thruogh, we instantly remember the next time this will happen
Because we so unconciously and delicately planned it before.
You and I know we want to be so much more,
But this distance gets in the way,
Along with everything else.
So let's try this thing out for a while,
See where it takes us.
We agreed on what we are now,
But my feelings are once again consuming any thought about it.
And teh best part about it all?
I hope one day you'll feel this way too.
i wrote that when i was seventeen. you know who it is about. but the strange thing is that sometimes i feel the same way i did then. it's a different situation now, but the feelings are pretty much the same.
how sad.