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[iheartjohndeere]

howdy all. notice how i start off with the same beginning every entry? i need to be heterogeneous. great....now i sound like a smart ass. i hate my life. it is so aggravating living in the same house as my grandparents. my grandma is a neat freak and my grandpa has the attitude of a 12 year old when he is mad. ugh...its annoying. i didnt mind seeing them once a week, but every day, of every week, of every month is TOO MUCH. i know i sound selfish but right now i dont care. i want our own house. we dont even have to own it! i just want my own space. living here, you dont have a single moment to yourself. and i need that. i am going through a lot and i need my space. i hate school, i hate my home, ugh...i am so friggin' upset!

i hate having to worry about money too. my mom says that im not supposed to be worried about stuff like that but how can i not? i have 4 pairs of jeans and a bunch of shirts so at least i have stuff to wear. my sister gets whatever the fuck she wants. all she does is piss and moan and botta bing botta boom...she has it! it is so annoying.

great...now i sound like a little brat. i have it better than other people yet lall im doing is complaining and shit. ugh...this really sux. oh...and to add to it...i screwed up my knee so i don't even know if i can play softball this week. i love playing and i will be really upset if i cant.

well, im going to go now...bye