Mar 02, 2009 09:51
The last text I wrote Billy: "Are you seriously gonna bail on me and not even call? Bc I didnt go out tonight bc I wanted to see you. But fuck that, Im sick of dating an asshole." Hmm, didnt even respond. Awesome. Well, left my phone at the apt., so maybe he has by now, but doubtful. Lol it would be nice to know if he even gives a fuck. Maybe he'll surprise me and make some grande gesture to show how sorry he is, but doubt that too. Yeeah, this is probably just over. We'll see. I dont really even want it to be, but Ive got to start thinking with my head, and I really am just flat out sick of dating an asshole.
But anyways, Im at the library bc I woke up super early to study for a test in my nutrition class. I think I over estimated how much studying I would need though, I still have two hours before my test and I only have about a third of the review left to do. Whatever, its good to be prepared. And away from my cell phone. Should have maybe just slept in though, Im tired and bored and sick of being in here.
At least theres a new Heroes on tonight, my days at least not gonna be complete shit. Well, and it was my moms bday yesterday, so were getting together tonight. Im gonna bake her a cake and then in the morning were gonna go shopping. So thatll be fun, Im gonna make today be a good day regardless of my stupid (ex?)boyfriend.