(no subject)
yesterday I bawled...
Like I haven't bawled in a really fucking long time.
Nothing hurts me like the feeling of letting myself down. failing.
Then I cried all I could and came to my senses. Sometimes life is going to throw me shit and I have to figure out how to work with it.
I can mope OR I can make the most of it.
I don't need to be IN grad school to do some of the things i want to do.
Then I came into work today and I am removing staples from paper and other ridiculous tasks and my life feels so pointless...
I need to do something other than this...
Like I haven't bawled in a really fucking long time.
Nothing hurts me like the feeling of letting myself down. failing.
Then I cried all I could and came to my senses. Sometimes life is going to throw me shit and I have to figure out how to work with it.
I can mope OR I can make the most of it.
I don't need to be IN grad school to do some of the things i want to do.
Then I came into work today and I am removing staples from paper and other ridiculous tasks and my life feels so pointless...
I need to do something other than this...