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My brothers back for a little while. Until...january...5th i think. Its been pretty fun so far. It feels like he hasnt even been gone. Its weird.
well...My friend ussualy always invites me karla and shannon out to her boat for the christmas boat parade every year. Well it used to be just me but last year she invited Shannon and Karla too. Shes not inviting me this year. Or hasnt yet. I can pretty much gaurantee she wont because its on Saturday and today is Thursday. Ashlee doesnt really like me that much. It is so gay. We used to be like really good friends. But she says ever since i came back from Alaska i've changed. i really havent though and i wish that all my friends would quit thinking that. Im still the same person i was when i left here. Karla says im just being mean and jealous. If wanting to be treated the same as she treats Shannon and Karla is jealousy then...i dont know what to think. It really pisses me off. Even though i dont go to westridge they should still act the same to me as they did before i left. I treat them the same. Except Ashlee's just been getting on my nerves lately. I wish all of them knew how i feel at my school every day.
Im going to be seeing my brothers a lot for the holiday i hope. That should be cool. I love hanging out with my brothers. I think i am so lucky to have 3 older brothers. Its a ton of fun. I dont really see Daniel anymore though cause he lives in Washington. He shouldnt even be up there though. Hes only 16. Hes visiting us now.
I still like that one guy of course. I will probably like him for a long time. I want to stop being so shy around him though. I would atleast like to be his friend or something. argggh. I'm pretty sure he knows i like him now. I dont really care though. In a way a kind of wanted him to know. K thats it for now
later
well...My friend ussualy always invites me karla and shannon out to her boat for the christmas boat parade every year. Well it used to be just me but last year she invited Shannon and Karla too. Shes not inviting me this year. Or hasnt yet. I can pretty much gaurantee she wont because its on Saturday and today is Thursday. Ashlee doesnt really like me that much. It is so gay. We used to be like really good friends. But she says ever since i came back from Alaska i've changed. i really havent though and i wish that all my friends would quit thinking that. Im still the same person i was when i left here. Karla says im just being mean and jealous. If wanting to be treated the same as she treats Shannon and Karla is jealousy then...i dont know what to think. It really pisses me off. Even though i dont go to westridge they should still act the same to me as they did before i left. I treat them the same. Except Ashlee's just been getting on my nerves lately. I wish all of them knew how i feel at my school every day.
Im going to be seeing my brothers a lot for the holiday i hope. That should be cool. I love hanging out with my brothers. I think i am so lucky to have 3 older brothers. Its a ton of fun. I dont really see Daniel anymore though cause he lives in Washington. He shouldnt even be up there though. Hes only 16. Hes visiting us now.
I still like that one guy of course. I will probably like him for a long time. I want to stop being so shy around him though. I would atleast like to be his friend or something. argggh. I'm pretty sure he knows i like him now. I dont really care though. In a way a kind of wanted him to know. K thats it for now
later