The worst feeling is having to doubt something you once thought was unquestionable.

[ihearthersheys]

I have found myself playing Minesweeper to keep my mind of things. But recently I find that it doesn't work. My mind somehow always ends up on the things I least want to think about.
Ever get that feeling in your gut that you should just let go? Well, not let go. Give up. That feeling that you're stuck between a rock and a hard place and just

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i wanted to cry

[anonymous]

Megs...its jen...omg i wanted to cry when i read that post...i know how you feel. Exactly. Those are my thoughts, my prayers, and my wishes. I can only give you the advice that you gave to me...smile, thank God for the good times, and keep on truckin. "The worst feeling is to have to doubt something that you once thought was unquestionable," - Meg, thats my life, I had a life that I thought was perfect, one that was unquestionable, and then in a matter of moments, my whole life was in pieces. Oh if only i could cut the thoughts and memories out of my head, but i cant...they are pressed in my mind and there is nothing i can do about it. I wanted to let go, but he convinced me not to, and then he lied and that was it. I had to say goodbye. Its the pits, but its for the best so i know i am gonna be ok. Did all those days that I thought meant something, mean absolutely nothing? Did he love me like he said he loved me, if so how could he do this to me? But i believed him, even recently I believed him, and then I got let down. I lost the love of my life and my best friend, and sooo quickly, technically 5 days later he started dating someone else and now "loves" her. How is that fair? I am soo jealous of those people too. And oh i wish there was a handbook for life. I hope and pray for the best with your situation. I dont think anyone deserves to feel this way, it sucks. I've been there, I'm still sorta there, so please, if you ever need to talk just give me a call. I'm always here to listen. Keep your head up, we will both find that perfect someone, the one that will mean the world and always mean the world, the one that will love us no matter what, and the one that will never lie to us. I love ya girl! Smile, thank God for the good times, and keep on truckin...you said it yourself!