I'll never leave you behind or treat you unkind. Please just understand...
I'm so glad I distanced myself when I did. Not being a part of that mess in general is such a relief.
Anywho....
I'm looking forward to Jodi's party on Saturday. Seeing people once a year is kinda exciting, 'cause, well... you only see them once a year. And of course there's Leo's cooking. Which I will go for any day of the week and twice on Sundays. And Dave's gunna be there. Along with Brad, who was very cool to hang out with last year and Ryan who I haven't seen in two years. And approximately 40 other people. It'll be good, clean, relaxing fun. I need a day of that.
Lately, I don't know what it is, but I've been feeling kinda down. I really have no idea what it is, the summer's going perfectly fine. Not too exciting, but nothing's gone too horribly wrong just yet. I'd like to see Will more often, but he's in Alaska right now & it doesn't look like my mom's ever going to let me hang out at his house ever again so we'll see how that turns out. Yes, I tried talking to her. Yes, I explained to her that hes seeing someone right now. Yes, I explained to her that this is his last summer at home because he's enlisting into the marines and leaving right after graduation next spring and I'd like to be able to go over there once in a while so that we hang out more. No, it didn't seem to matter to her. So whatever. I'm not gunna try again because she's not going to change her mind. No matter how close we are or how much I emphasize that I have no romantic interest in him or what he does to change or make a better impression to her, she won't change her mind. She's deadset on this so I'm just not going to fight it. Whatever. But I'm done talking about it 'cause I'd rather not think about it anymore. I didn't mean to go off on that tangent. Sorry you had to read that.
Moving on....
The beach with Nicki is in 9 days. Now that's something worth thinking about. :) I still need cool sunglasses though. And perhaps a tan.... Pssshh! Yeah right! lol. Ane mayyyyybe another bathing suit, but only one that looks fabulous and/or is on sale.
Went to movie night last night at Chris'. That was alot of fun. We should do that more often. The guys seem really nice + cool. I remember their names, just not who's who... oops. Hey! I just met them last night & we remained pretty quiet during the movie because, well, that's generally what one does while watching a movie. Me and Micki baked cookies. I ate too much dough and felt like I was going to explode. But it was worth it -- the dough was delicious. We watched Triple X. A Vin Diesel action flick. I must say I didn't mind seeing Vin Diesel shirtless. What a hottie! The tattoos are kinda... eh... but the body made up for it. Oooo la la. Anyways, we had a blast, the cookies woulda been better if we made them from scratch but we didnt really have the time. Slice and dice, it is. I don't even know how the brownies turned out. They were still cooling when me & Micki left. I'm sure they were fine though. Guys are easy to please. ;)
I couldn't sleep last night. :( Don't know why. There's not really much for me to be thinking about... I don't think there is, at least... huh. Who knows?
Ok, I'm running out of stuff to talk about... later, kids.
Stay safe.
PS - I'd love to have something to do tonight, Friday afternoon, & Friday night.... so yeah, call me, ok? Ok.