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[ihearthector]

i'm walking down the street on the sidewalk by myself, in a town i don't really recognize. it's getting dark outside and i start hating the fact i am by myself. i take my cell phone out of my purse and act like i am busy on my phone, pretending not to notice the man walking in my direction on the sidewalk. he stops me and asks for my phone. my reply didn't satisfy him as he reached his hand forward to grab either my phone or my purse, but i saw it coming and swung my arm out of his path. i scream. i turn around and start running in the opposite direction. i can hear his fast footsteps following close behind. i desperately look for any signs of an open store with a someone who can help me. finally i see a light on. he is still following me. i look into the large display window and see you standing there, reading a book. i scream your name. all you do is look up. and then he finally reaches me. he pries my phone from my hand and tries to pull my purse from my grip. i scream your name again begging for you to help me. all you do is look up and say you will be right there. i'm struggling with the man, fighting as hard as i can. i scream again. this time you don't look up. and the man runs off with my purse and i am standing there in front of you so vulnerable and hurt, and you can't even look at me in the face.

i think dreams are just bullshit really. i rarely ever remember them and they are usually just some stupid event, but this one i cant get out of my head. i keep going over it and over it in my head trying to decide if it actually means something or if it really is just a bunch of bullshit. i still get the chills when i think about it.