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i feel really good. i can't believe how far its come since what a month ago? i remember laying in my bed each night crying so hard i made myself throw up. that week was literally the worst. i had never been that sad in my life. i thought it would never go away. last night i went to death cab. i'm not that huge of a fan and didn't really expect it to be fun, but it seriously was awesome. they were really good, and your messages throughout the show made it even better. we are good. things are good. life is good. today at california fresh i made chad laugh. so that's an extra thousand points. i feel crazy right now. i just wanna dance