Feb 02, 2003 10:58
i'm back in my room. seems like i never left, but at the same time, i missed so much while i was gone a few short days. then again, i did accomplish a lot while i was home.
it makes me stronger, happier.
i went home friday and when i got home there was already tension in the house. so as soon as i got home, i needed to get out. andrew picked me up and we hung out and went over some songs. we didn't really accomplish that much, but enough to keep us satisfied. after that we headed to a party with a bunch of kids i used to go to high school with. i went because my friend lee was going, but when we got there it was just awkward. i noticed that i was never really friends with any of them. lee wasn't there, and PZ, who was probably the only other person there besides lee who i could consider a friend, didn't even look like he recognized me. it was too weird.
all through high school i could never find a group of people i could be friends with, and i'm very glad that i've finally found them. it seems like a while ago, and maybe now, people were unsure if other people liked them, and everyone's self esteem was low. i felt the same way too, but now i just don't even give a shit. i like everyone i hang out with, and i consider everyone my friend, which is something that's been hard for me to do all my life. so if for some reason someone doesn't like me, i don't care anyone. i'm happy, and i still like everyone.
to get back to the story, andrew and i left the party quicker than we found the place and headed out to hang out with victor. victor was at his friend's house way out in the middle of nowhere and it took us hours to find that palce. well, i'm really not going to get into much after that because it's just too weird, in a weird freaky way, to explain. you had to be there to understand the insanity.
next morning we got together, went to dunkies, and then headed out to record. basically everything we needed to do we got done. now it's all up to mastering the songs and touching up little things. leaving carter's (our recorder and producer, i guess?) house, victor's truck got stuck in the snow in carter's long driveway and it took us about 45 minutes to dig it out. it sucked, but for free recording, i'ld say it's worth it.
i'm sleepy. i'm into music.