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this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
So I dunno I've been weird lately. In a weird mood, thinking about a lot of things, thinking about a lot of things in the past, I dunno basically just being dumb. Anyway basically my summer has sucked and I really wanted to go to Wildwood but now we can't so I'm upset about that and this is how I feel about my summer sjedfklsdjfkljrlkejrlkewjr. Right from the very begining it sucked. I dunno I wish I could go back to school right now, I feel like such an asshole for looking forward to the summer so much because nothing I wanted to do came through. I dunno it was kinda like what I looked to to get me through the school year, I thought it would be relaxing and fun but it hasn't been. I mean don't get me wrong some of it has been ok but it hasn't been anything like that I imagined. It's pretty sad that I'm actually looking forward to school. I was stupid for thinking anything could top the last few summers, because seriously I had some good summers. BLAH.
Let's see what I did so far this week.
Tuesday- I forget what I did all day long except I went and took Paul to Wendy's on his lunch break, but then at night Melissa, John, Bill and I went to Olive Garden to eat. It was a major rainstorm and Johnny opened the blinds so we could see it. It was a funny meal, as always. Afterwards I went to the mall by myself for a little bit, and then I went to driving around for awhile and then took myself to Rita's.
Wednesday after work I went to Paul's and he cooked me pizza and then we went and got his car, and drove and HOUR to get to my house and then we slept for awhile. Then we ate Chicken Holiday and slept some more. It was an exhausting day :).
Thursday I went to work and then went to Erica's for some best friend time and took her to the doctor and then we went to the Olive Garden. Then at night I went foodshopping with my family.
Friday I went to work and then Samantha and I had some best friend time. We went to Frankie's and both couldn't complete sentances, sometimes we have difficulty. Then we went to the mall and Lehr came too, he rode on the hood of my car for awhile- lol. Samantha has special eyes. LMAO sdkjfsl;kdhfilrusdjkfh bahahaha. Then we went in Express and I bought two shirts and when we were coming out we got harassed by a foreign man who buffed our nails, we both have very shiny thumbnails right now, it's pretty vain, I mean us being mormons and all. "I don't know if I'm still going to be friends with her in a year". "This one is UniSex". "What was your favorite scent" "Here smell this acetone". Well sadly that was the last foreign person to harass us for the day. After the OC Mall we went to Barnes and Noble and sat around for awhile. Lehr sat in the same spot reading magazines and then samantha and I were looking for "Ricky Ricotta's Might Robots" lol. Then we went to Paul and Tim's and watched everyone eat. Later on we all went to the Freehold Mall and walked around for awhile. Then I went back to Paul's and then came home.
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
So I dunno I've been weird lately. In a weird mood, thinking about a lot of things, thinking about a lot of things in the past, I dunno basically just being dumb. Anyway basically my summer has sucked and I really wanted to go to Wildwood but now we can't so I'm upset about that and this is how I feel about my summer sjedfklsdjfkljrlkejrlkewjr. Right from the very begining it sucked. I dunno I wish I could go back to school right now, I feel like such an asshole for looking forward to the summer so much because nothing I wanted to do came through. I dunno it was kinda like what I looked to to get me through the school year, I thought it would be relaxing and fun but it hasn't been. I mean don't get me wrong some of it has been ok but it hasn't been anything like that I imagined. It's pretty sad that I'm actually looking forward to school. I was stupid for thinking anything could top the last few summers, because seriously I had some good summers. BLAH.
Let's see what I did so far this week.
Tuesday- I forget what I did all day long except I went and took Paul to Wendy's on his lunch break, but then at night Melissa, John, Bill and I went to Olive Garden to eat. It was a major rainstorm and Johnny opened the blinds so we could see it. It was a funny meal, as always. Afterwards I went to the mall by myself for a little bit, and then I went to driving around for awhile and then took myself to Rita's.
Wednesday after work I went to Paul's and he cooked me pizza and then we went and got his car, and drove and HOUR to get to my house and then we slept for awhile. Then we ate Chicken Holiday and slept some more. It was an exhausting day :).
Thursday I went to work and then went to Erica's for some best friend time and took her to the doctor and then we went to the Olive Garden. Then at night I went foodshopping with my family.
Friday I went to work and then Samantha and I had some best friend time. We went to Frankie's and both couldn't complete sentances, sometimes we have difficulty. Then we went to the mall and Lehr came too, he rode on the hood of my car for awhile- lol. Samantha has special eyes. LMAO sdkjfsl;kdhfilrusdjkfh bahahaha. Then we went in Express and I bought two shirts and when we were coming out we got harassed by a foreign man who buffed our nails, we both have very shiny thumbnails right now, it's pretty vain, I mean us being mormons and all. "I don't know if I'm still going to be friends with her in a year". "This one is UniSex". "What was your favorite scent" "Here smell this acetone". Well sadly that was the last foreign person to harass us for the day. After the OC Mall we went to Barnes and Noble and sat around for awhile. Lehr sat in the same spot reading magazines and then samantha and I were looking for "Ricky Ricotta's Might Robots" lol. Then we went to Paul and Tim's and watched everyone eat. Later on we all went to the Freehold Mall and walked around for awhile. Then I went back to Paul's and then came home.