~*~ I HoPe YoU ReAd ThIs~*~
I AM SORRY!
Well this past year of my life, I REALLY did somethings that affected my life and anyone who cares about for the rest of my, and their life! I really don't want to, and don't know if I can say what exactly I did, but I can, and MUST do at least this! I never thought that she would ever not be friend! I trusted our friendship more than any other friendship I had ever trusted! I needed her, but she wasn't there! I don't exactly what I did to her, but I do know that I am with every once of my entire being SORRY! I was sick, and yes I brought it on myself, but I was not myself! I only hope that one day she can find it in her heart to forgive me! We were friends for almost five years before this life changing period ran our friendship in to the ground! I know I said I needed her, but I didn't let her be there for me, I just pushed her away, and I regret it everyday! The sad thing is, I am to scared to even call her to tell her how sorry I am! Even if she choses not to except my apology, I want her to KNOW that I am TRULY sorry!
With all that said I am sitting her months later completely better, on my own! I hope that she will except me for the friend she once knew me as! Even though I lost one of my best friends in the whole universe I am glad she dropped me! (i don't like the way she did it) Her dropping me was something that forced me to wake up, and realize that I needed to change! I knew that the only way I would even have a chance at re-gaining her friendship that I had to change myself! I lost something that I took for granite, and now I know not to take anyone who cares for you as much as she cared for me for granite! I know she cared for me because in her own way helped me get better! I thank her for that! So here I am ready to wait for her to except or not except my apology! So to you my friend I am saying sorry, and thank you for helping me help myself!TOO MUCH METAL!!!!
Yours Truly,
Ashleigh Elizabeth
Well this past year of my life, I REALLY did somethings that affected my life and anyone who cares about for the rest of my, and their life! I really don't want to, and don't know if I can say what exactly I did, but I can, and MUST do at least this! I never thought that she would ever not be friend! I trusted our friendship more than any other friendship I had ever trusted! I needed her, but she wasn't there! I don't exactly what I did to her, but I do know that I am with every once of my entire being SORRY! I was sick, and yes I brought it on myself, but I was not myself! I only hope that one day she can find it in her heart to forgive me! We were friends for almost five years before this life changing period ran our friendship in to the ground! I know I said I needed her, but I didn't let her be there for me, I just pushed her away, and I regret it everyday! The sad thing is, I am to scared to even call her to tell her how sorry I am! Even if she choses not to except my apology, I want her to KNOW that I am TRULY sorry!
With all that said I am sitting her months later completely better, on my own! I hope that she will except me for the friend she once knew me as! Even though I lost one of my best friends in the whole universe I am glad she dropped me! (i don't like the way she did it) Her dropping me was something that forced me to wake up, and realize that I needed to change! I knew that the only way I would even have a chance at re-gaining her friendship that I had to change myself! I lost something that I took for granite, and now I know not to take anyone who cares for you as much as she cared for me for granite! I know she cared for me because in her own way helped me get better! I thank her for that! So here I am ready to wait for her to except or not except my apology! So to you my friend I am saying sorry, and thank you for helping me help myself!TOO MUCH METAL!!!!
Yours Truly,
Ashleigh Elizabeth