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~dO i KnOw WhAt I wAnT?~
Life gives you things as it feels you need them. If you want something to hard, it is never going to happen. I should not say never, because what if it happens? So here it is... I met someone. Not just someone, a man that wants so bad for me to just be happy! I thought that I was at a point in my life where I just wanted to "date" people, but I was wrong. It was not that I did not want a "boyfriend", it was that I was chasing all the wrong people. I know a quote that goes like this, "If all of your friends were to jump off a bridge, would you too?...Or would you be at the bottom to catch them?"~Unknown The reason I wrote that quote was because, I have never "dated" someone that I felt was, really truly there for me. Do not get me wrong, two of the best people I have EVER known are males. They were just friends though nothing more, and certainly nothing less, but he is someone that I am dating...Yet he is there for me just like a dear friend! I have a very close female friend, probably the closet female friend I have ever and will ever have. She would say to me..." Ashleigh Elizabeth Doleman, I love you but you are being so STUPID! You know you like him so why are you pushing him away?" In response to that I think that all I could say would be... " Ahhhhh...???" That is the only honest answer I can give because, I really am trying to push him way!
~SO NOW I AM ASKING YOU...WHAT SHOULD I DO?
~*~ I don't think I am asking this question to get the answer to that question, but the outlook to find the answers, inside myself!~*~
*~*This Is The Rap Up!*~*
<3 I am leaving with a quote... <3
~" Only you can control your happiness!"~
$THIS IS MY LAST SHOUT...I"M OUT!$
Life gives you things as it feels you need them. If you want something to hard, it is never going to happen. I should not say never, because what if it happens? So here it is... I met someone. Not just someone, a man that wants so bad for me to just be happy! I thought that I was at a point in my life where I just wanted to "date" people, but I was wrong. It was not that I did not want a "boyfriend", it was that I was chasing all the wrong people. I know a quote that goes like this, "If all of your friends were to jump off a bridge, would you too?...Or would you be at the bottom to catch them?"~Unknown The reason I wrote that quote was because, I have never "dated" someone that I felt was, really truly there for me. Do not get me wrong, two of the best people I have EVER known are males. They were just friends though nothing more, and certainly nothing less, but he is someone that I am dating...Yet he is there for me just like a dear friend! I have a very close female friend, probably the closet female friend I have ever and will ever have. She would say to me..." Ashleigh Elizabeth Doleman, I love you but you are being so STUPID! You know you like him so why are you pushing him away?" In response to that I think that all I could say would be... " Ahhhhh...???" That is the only honest answer I can give because, I really am trying to push him way!
~SO NOW I AM ASKING YOU...WHAT SHOULD I DO?
~*~ I don't think I am asking this question to get the answer to that question, but the outlook to find the answers, inside myself!~*~
*~*This Is The Rap Up!*~*
<3 I am leaving with a quote... <3
~" Only you can control your happiness!"~
$THIS IS MY LAST SHOUT...I"M OUT!$