the spill canvas nailed it
"So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker"
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[[[[[[[ NO.
i cant, i cant
let people get the best of me]]]]]]]
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"I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind
shows me that
You are "just another (edit:boy)"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far"
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wow. i dont know whats wrong with me. but its a nite of remembering the past. remember how things seemed so perfect with certain people. and how crushed i was when i was wrong.
i dont know how to let go
if things never ended, how can you move on?
im petrified to like someone, to really
like someone. scratch that, to love
im scared to meet him. what if its not like we hope it will be? the idea of it working is ridiculous, we both know that, but we feel it can. and i could care less if someone wants to laugh at us about it.
and what if it does work? i wont lie, i can get jealous and paranoid. being so far from someone, can we both handle it? i have 6 band boys here a week, sometimes more. he has tour and already has said the band comes first, even before love. i get all ooo who is she about stupid myspace. dont laugh, u do it too!
im a hopeless romantic i want to believe that there is love. that stories like this can be told
and in spite of all this wonderfulness, of being told im incredible
i still am so sad.
why cant i get over people? why cant i tell them if they dont want to be with me, they cant have anything to do with me?
how i wish i could. i wish i could be like "fuck off, u hurt me, u lied to me, u dont like me enough for u to be worth my time"
haha, that'll be the day, right?
gah. one shouldnt have to have these thoughts at 4:37am
i blame myspace. its undergoing maintenance so i cant promote, so im trapped with these thoughts.
there, im going to end this emo post now. mhm.
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker"
---------------------------------------
[[[[[[[ NO.
i cant, i cant
let people get the best of me]]]]]]]
---------------------------------------
"I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind
shows me that
You are "just another (edit:boy)"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far"
------------------------------------------
wow. i dont know whats wrong with me. but its a nite of remembering the past. remember how things seemed so perfect with certain people. and how crushed i was when i was wrong.
i dont know how to let go
if things never ended, how can you move on?
im petrified to like someone, to really
like someone. scratch that, to love
im scared to meet him. what if its not like we hope it will be? the idea of it working is ridiculous, we both know that, but we feel it can. and i could care less if someone wants to laugh at us about it.
and what if it does work? i wont lie, i can get jealous and paranoid. being so far from someone, can we both handle it? i have 6 band boys here a week, sometimes more. he has tour and already has said the band comes first, even before love. i get all ooo who is she about stupid myspace. dont laugh, u do it too!
im a hopeless romantic i want to believe that there is love. that stories like this can be told
and in spite of all this wonderfulness, of being told im incredible
i still am so sad.
why cant i get over people? why cant i tell them if they dont want to be with me, they cant have anything to do with me?
how i wish i could. i wish i could be like "fuck off, u hurt me, u lied to me, u dont like me enough for u to be worth my time"
haha, that'll be the day, right?
gah. one shouldnt have to have these thoughts at 4:37am
i blame myspace. its undergoing maintenance so i cant promote, so im trapped with these thoughts.
there, im going to end this emo post now. mhm.