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So no one else is up and I feel like venting my anger...
So last year on my birthday I got to find out Eric was in jail for being a pedafile so I have not had good luck with birthdays and the year before I was sick then two years before that my grandpa passed away needless to say I just never seem to have that great birthday or even just an average day it always sucks... So this year I was hopeing finally would be different...
Started out ok other than the fact its during the middle of finals week!
A week and half ago Eddie and I were talking on the phone and hes like my brother who is a freshmen in high school has a baseball game it got moved from thursday to tuesday. Ask Eddie and he will tell you that Jimmy wont play long story but the coach isnt giving him a fair chance. So hes like Im going to comme up Wed morning instead of Tuesday Morning. To me I could careless about drinking but have been looking forward to getting a drink at midnight that I couldnt get a minute ago so it hurt my feelings and I started crying it had been a long day... Long story short we almost broke up and then we talked everything and he admitted he needed to let go of his family a little and come see me on tuesday like he had promised.So thats is fine and Im so excited to see Eddie tommorrow!
My friend Jen we are good friends not best friends but I talk to her all the time we drove down to Tampa over Easter weekend and went to a concert and everything so we do a lot of stuff together... She calls me for guy advice why me I dont know but were good friends hang out all the time and stuff. I have known her for 2 years and shes graduating on Friday so since Ive known her shes been like cant wait till you turn 21 blah blah blah... I called her and told her about the Eddie situtation and shes like I will drive you your going out and Im going with you if hes here or not. Also were going to lunch after your final to Chilli's for 2 for 1's. Well today she ims me I cant go on Tuesday night and Ill see you wed for dinner. She's the one that picked LUNCH! Not me she picked to go out to lunch and to Chilli's so I said you mean lunch and she like ohh well I cant go I'm going to see Brad (her boyfriend of a week and mind you shes only known him for a week)in East point which is like 45 mins away. I invited him to lunch so why he cant come up here is beyond me but whatever. So It went from hearing about this for the last year about how she would go out with me at midnight and she was so excited and lunch and stuff to nope and I have to see brad sorry.
Then we have Jessica my owl Pal in the soroity were close but dont hang out all the time. I called her last week and we talked about this famous lunch and shes like yeah ill be there Im excited and I get to meet Eddie. I send her a facebook message asking if she was still comming and this is what I got "I didnt know we had plans... Wednesday is bad for me sorry owl pal"
This is why I FREAKING hate my birthday! No one cares I just get upset about it, I really wish I never had a birthday ever agian... Im really tempted to forget it and never celebrate it ever agian. I just thank God that I have Eddie and he is comming to see me.
So last year on my birthday I got to find out Eric was in jail for being a pedafile so I have not had good luck with birthdays and the year before I was sick then two years before that my grandpa passed away needless to say I just never seem to have that great birthday or even just an average day it always sucks... So this year I was hopeing finally would be different...
Started out ok other than the fact its during the middle of finals week!
A week and half ago Eddie and I were talking on the phone and hes like my brother who is a freshmen in high school has a baseball game it got moved from thursday to tuesday. Ask Eddie and he will tell you that Jimmy wont play long story but the coach isnt giving him a fair chance. So hes like Im going to comme up Wed morning instead of Tuesday Morning. To me I could careless about drinking but have been looking forward to getting a drink at midnight that I couldnt get a minute ago so it hurt my feelings and I started crying it had been a long day... Long story short we almost broke up and then we talked everything and he admitted he needed to let go of his family a little and come see me on tuesday like he had promised.So thats is fine and Im so excited to see Eddie tommorrow!
My friend Jen we are good friends not best friends but I talk to her all the time we drove down to Tampa over Easter weekend and went to a concert and everything so we do a lot of stuff together... She calls me for guy advice why me I dont know but were good friends hang out all the time and stuff. I have known her for 2 years and shes graduating on Friday so since Ive known her shes been like cant wait till you turn 21 blah blah blah... I called her and told her about the Eddie situtation and shes like I will drive you your going out and Im going with you if hes here or not. Also were going to lunch after your final to Chilli's for 2 for 1's. Well today she ims me I cant go on Tuesday night and Ill see you wed for dinner. She's the one that picked LUNCH! Not me she picked to go out to lunch and to Chilli's so I said you mean lunch and she like ohh well I cant go I'm going to see Brad (her boyfriend of a week and mind you shes only known him for a week)in East point which is like 45 mins away. I invited him to lunch so why he cant come up here is beyond me but whatever. So It went from hearing about this for the last year about how she would go out with me at midnight and she was so excited and lunch and stuff to nope and I have to see brad sorry.
Then we have Jessica my owl Pal in the soroity were close but dont hang out all the time. I called her last week and we talked about this famous lunch and shes like yeah ill be there Im excited and I get to meet Eddie. I send her a facebook message asking if she was still comming and this is what I got "I didnt know we had plans... Wednesday is bad for me sorry owl pal"
This is why I FREAKING hate my birthday! No one cares I just get upset about it, I really wish I never had a birthday ever agian... Im really tempted to forget it and never celebrate it ever agian. I just thank God that I have Eddie and he is comming to see me.