some rules are made with all intentions to break
today i hit up the movies with Mark, Blair, Allie and Rachel and saw In Good Company, pretty rad.
been thinking more than usual lately.
everyone i see has some significant other, and I am left wondering if I shall ever be as fortunate or if I am just supposed to get over it and continue my writing. :-/. I've been tearing myself to pieces in order to get myself straight, which still hasn't happened. but I am happy. that is the most important thing to me. but I will probably always see that narcisistic boy staring back at me in the mornings longing to not be lonely. natalie is happy, that's good. I have begun some starts to a rather comical play, which I thoroughly enjoy. someday I just hope that things will make a little more sense to me and I wont have to think things through so much, life is amazing, but fucking confusing.
daniel
been thinking more than usual lately.
everyone i see has some significant other, and I am left wondering if I shall ever be as fortunate or if I am just supposed to get over it and continue my writing. :-/. I've been tearing myself to pieces in order to get myself straight, which still hasn't happened. but I am happy. that is the most important thing to me. but I will probably always see that narcisistic boy staring back at me in the mornings longing to not be lonely. natalie is happy, that's good. I have begun some starts to a rather comical play, which I thoroughly enjoy. someday I just hope that things will make a little more sense to me and I wont have to think things through so much, life is amazing, but fucking confusing.
daniel