catch me when i fall

Oct 24, 2005 17:26

things just dont seem to be looking up
& everything's happening all at once...

i can honestly say ive never felt like this.
ive never felt so lonely,
ive never felt so unloved,
nor have i ever felt this broken.

i wish there was a way for me to just hit "pause"
and not have to deal with any of this,
but that's not obviously possible
so instead i just keep getting torn into pieces.

im gonna be home alone for the next week
and dont know if thats a good or a bad thing-
something tells me i wanna run way...
but i just have no idea where i could even go.

im left wanting to cry but am fighting the tears
more than i ever have been able to.

sometimes i wish i could just give certain people a call-
or meet one of my customers and discuss my life with them-
but of course, there are multiple obstacles in the way
and thats just the way its always been,
& ultimately im left here bruised, numb and speechless.
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