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Drama is not telling your friends the truth. If that's the case then I must've started a lot of drama in Orlando. If that's the case then we totally had too much drama with our first roommate in Atlanta. If that's the case...oh screw it. It's not the case. Grow up. Honestly. Superiority isn't gained by being "right". Superiority can only be gained through actions and earned respect. And even then, who the hell needs to be better than someone else? Trying so hard just makes you fail.
The worst part is the pity that people are so willing to give. Does anyone ever realize that by saying "oh I'm so sorry that you're life is terrible" is a cycle. People feed off of that. After a while you don't want to get better because people pay attention to you and pity you and it makes having a shitty life better. That's the biggest reason why I don't talk about my problems on livejournal. There is no point when half the people on this list of friends have never met me face to face. They don't know me because they don't know more than what I give them. It's a very easy way to pretend to be someone you're not. Hell I could have fooled everyone years ago into thinking that I was a man and Vikki was married to a very hawt guy, but I don't want to pretend to be something I'm not. I prefer to have a connection with someone face to face. Therefore I'm more open to someone I can see and hang out with. Not to say that having friends that I've met over the internet is a bad thing. There are times and places for them as well, but I don't tell them all of the bad crap going through my life. I don't want people to think that I have a lot of problems or that I only want to talk about the problems. That makes me a rather dull person.
Anyway...I've rambled off the beaten track here. So this is all I have left to say.
The worst part is the pity that people are so willing to give. Does anyone ever realize that by saying "oh I'm so sorry that you're life is terrible" is a cycle. People feed off of that. After a while you don't want to get better because people pay attention to you and pity you and it makes having a shitty life better. That's the biggest reason why I don't talk about my problems on livejournal. There is no point when half the people on this list of friends have never met me face to face. They don't know me because they don't know more than what I give them. It's a very easy way to pretend to be someone you're not. Hell I could have fooled everyone years ago into thinking that I was a man and Vikki was married to a very hawt guy, but I don't want to pretend to be something I'm not. I prefer to have a connection with someone face to face. Therefore I'm more open to someone I can see and hang out with. Not to say that having friends that I've met over the internet is a bad thing. There are times and places for them as well, but I don't tell them all of the bad crap going through my life. I don't want people to think that I have a lot of problems or that I only want to talk about the problems. That makes me a rather dull person.
Anyway...I've rambled off the beaten track here. So this is all I have left to say.