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I'm a mass of indecisiveness.
I know this, and I understand this.
There is nothing I will do to change this.
It's just who I am.
I'm slowly, but surely learning to accept it.
I am NOT bipolar, so be sure to not jump to conclusions.
I just have my quirks.
I feel good today.
And although things are still a giant mess,
I've felt good a majority of the passed days.
The sun and warmth becoming more prominent probably has a lot to do with it.
I'm with someone.
One person, again.
It's been some months,
and while it's nowhere near the amount of time that I've spent on relationships in previous years,
I feel so much better than I ever did in anything before.
I feel among the living again,
and it's been too long.
There's nothing in my body that resents any part of this person.
Things inside of me are changing,
and it's wonderful.
I know this, and I understand this.
There is nothing I will do to change this.
It's just who I am.
I'm slowly, but surely learning to accept it.
I am NOT bipolar, so be sure to not jump to conclusions.
I just have my quirks.
I feel good today.
And although things are still a giant mess,
I've felt good a majority of the passed days.
The sun and warmth becoming more prominent probably has a lot to do with it.
I'm with someone.
One person, again.
It's been some months,
and while it's nowhere near the amount of time that I've spent on relationships in previous years,
I feel so much better than I ever did in anything before.
I feel among the living again,
and it's been too long.
There's nothing in my body that resents any part of this person.
Things inside of me are changing,
and it's wonderful.