Mar 16, 2005 12:37
yeah... thats right... i failed. oh well i dont even care right now. i hope i feel better by practice because i need to work on a buncha crap, but as of now, i can barely stand up straight without it feelin like there is a knife stabbing into my appendix/stomaccoccus (word invented by Worm by the way) and it also hurts on my ribs under my armpits!! woah! wierd!! well i still have like 15 minutes till lunch so imma just gonna ramble! i want to sing ill take ya to the candy shop ill let u lick the lolliepop!! um and also... i made this bed i choose to lie in it to live with my regret to sleep with what i said could this be the end am i standing on the edge of everything ive wanted now I WAS AFRAID! ok im done singin. i have to teetle like woah. wouldnt it suck to fall in love with a gay guy? im scared ill end up doing that because they are alot sweeter. (sorry michelle j/ read a book about a guy who falls in love with a lesbian and i was thinkin how that would suck)guys can just be SO shallow at times... like alot of times. like 94 1/2 % of the time. im like so friggin confused about who i like now. i dont particularly WANT a boyfriend right now i dont think... it is alot of stress and worrying. i dont need anymoer of either now, but theres alot of good sides to it too. well i that still doesnt change the fact that i dont even understand my feelings now. hmm... hey i feel better! (my stomach) :D ok well gg to lunch