people need to chill the fuck out
i hate people.
theyre controling fuckers who need to be locked in a closet and beat with a stick.
my senior pics are this week so of course my grammas picking out the dress ill wear the make up that goes best with my eyes, planning on haveing me take out my piercings( all of them) and looking pretty and sweet so everyone can see the lie that she has transformed me into.. well im not gonna stand for it. i wont let it happen. when i look back on my senior pics i wanna see me when i was 17 i dont wanna see what my gramma made me.i want my piercings i want to wear my make up like the racoon that i am and damnit i hate dresses... and if at all possible im dyeing hair green the day before picture day... green goes nicely with my eyes . i like green hair it has been my best color yet i think.. i was originally aiming to grow my hair out and get green dread locks but i went in for a trim and go figure she chopped it all off... to like a half an inch in the back. its lame i nearly cried. i dont want a cool punkrock stylish i look like a little boy type hair cut. i allready went through that phase and yet ive found myself there again and im very unhappy. and itchy. im in such a pissy mood. its cause ive been stuck in the house all day and i started my diet. i thought the munchies for sure would kill me but im just so busy thinking about how cool everything is that i forget im hungry it works out pretty well. but yeah EVERYTHING SUCKS... and im bored and i wanna cry and smoke like the pathetic person i am... ohhhh ive quit smokeing cigarettes... its been like 3 days.....
theyre controling fuckers who need to be locked in a closet and beat with a stick.
my senior pics are this week so of course my grammas picking out the dress ill wear the make up that goes best with my eyes, planning on haveing me take out my piercings( all of them) and looking pretty and sweet so everyone can see the lie that she has transformed me into.. well im not gonna stand for it. i wont let it happen. when i look back on my senior pics i wanna see me when i was 17 i dont wanna see what my gramma made me.i want my piercings i want to wear my make up like the racoon that i am and damnit i hate dresses... and if at all possible im dyeing hair green the day before picture day... green goes nicely with my eyes . i like green hair it has been my best color yet i think.. i was originally aiming to grow my hair out and get green dread locks but i went in for a trim and go figure she chopped it all off... to like a half an inch in the back. its lame i nearly cried. i dont want a cool punkrock stylish i look like a little boy type hair cut. i allready went through that phase and yet ive found myself there again and im very unhappy. and itchy. im in such a pissy mood. its cause ive been stuck in the house all day and i started my diet. i thought the munchies for sure would kill me but im just so busy thinking about how cool everything is that i forget im hungry it works out pretty well. but yeah EVERYTHING SUCKS... and im bored and i wanna cry and smoke like the pathetic person i am... ohhhh ive quit smokeing cigarettes... its been like 3 days.....