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so umm yeah.. whats everyone been up to? me I like broke down today at school during first second and third period.. like i could feel gay little tears form in my eyes then i could feel the warmth of them as they trickled down my face.. oh well.. ill get over this phase even though I THOUGHT I WAS OVER IT! but i obviously im not. hah.. man i gotta turn in my gay candy already.. i need to get a dollar from lauren. if amber wasn't as gay as she is i would have the 2.25 she owes me.. so now i gotta pay it all back BY MY SELF! what a jerk! i freaking hate her with a passion.. you have no freaking idea..
man today was just weird.. i felt like crap all day jus cuz of Ricky and i haven't even talked to him in forever.. on the way to school i jus laid my head on the cool window and listening to at the drive-in and thought about the one time at the movies.. i was so happy that i got to go see freaky friday but it wasn't jus cuz i got to see freaky friday it was cuz ricky was there.. made me feel good that he was there.. it was different you know.. it wasn't just me and lauren or just me lauren and some guy she brings.. i dunno it just feel nice. but i realized how i messed up.. i always mess up.. im sick of being a screw up and screwing everything up for everyone. blah! .. oh well. i'll get over it.. but yeah. I'm listening to Brand New now.. I ♥ this song :D hehe.. oh well this weekend might kinda suck cuz Zachary has to go to his mommys and she lives forever from here.. and I won't get to see him the whole 4 day weekend :[ but not if I go to laurens tomorrow. I get to see her kitties and I get to go with her to drop off Leslie's kitten how cute is that?!?! She gets the fat fluffy one.. I'm glad someone wants them.. sad story on how they found them. Then we're gonna go play pool we might hafto go pick up Zachary if I want him to go I think Wali should go with us too.. so it can be like a four person thing.. I wanna go to the Billiards cuz its nice in there hahaha.. oh well anyways.. Imma go now i think this should be long and boring enough for today. hah. see ya!!
♥ patrick the star fish!
man today was just weird.. i felt like crap all day jus cuz of Ricky and i haven't even talked to him in forever.. on the way to school i jus laid my head on the cool window and listening to at the drive-in and thought about the one time at the movies.. i was so happy that i got to go see freaky friday but it wasn't jus cuz i got to see freaky friday it was cuz ricky was there.. made me feel good that he was there.. it was different you know.. it wasn't just me and lauren or just me lauren and some guy she brings.. i dunno it just feel nice. but i realized how i messed up.. i always mess up.. im sick of being a screw up and screwing everything up for everyone. blah! .. oh well. i'll get over it.. but yeah. I'm listening to Brand New now.. I ♥ this song :D hehe.. oh well this weekend might kinda suck cuz Zachary has to go to his mommys and she lives forever from here.. and I won't get to see him the whole 4 day weekend :[ but not if I go to laurens tomorrow. I get to see her kitties and I get to go with her to drop off Leslie's kitten how cute is that?!?! She gets the fat fluffy one.. I'm glad someone wants them.. sad story on how they found them. Then we're gonna go play pool we might hafto go pick up Zachary if I want him to go I think Wali should go with us too.. so it can be like a four person thing.. I wanna go to the Billiards cuz its nice in there hahaha.. oh well anyways.. Imma go now i think this should be long and boring enough for today. hah. see ya!!
♥ patrick the star fish!