as I sit here
I look around at my room
it's a mess and I need to pack
but I kind of don't want to
I'm supposed to leave for Nacogdoches tomorrow afternoon
to finally see Tim and some of my friends
but of all time's,
my mom's like
"stay til Friday b/c I'll have off and we can hang out"
I really do want to b/c I miss my mom
I really do
but I really miss Tim, too
and I know he'll understand if I stay one more night
plus it'll allow his poison ivey to go away
before I see him
I guess I have about and hour or so
to make my decision
I hope he understands
but pffft...
what am I saying?!
it's not like it's a forever thing!
just one more day
lol.
it sounds so dramatic
ANYWAYS!
life is good.
I am very happy
I don't think it could be better
well...
okay, it could
I could be out of college
with a rock on my finger
planning and planning and planning
and paying off debt
and getting closer and closer to
"the happiest day of my life"
later days!