What Hurts the Most.
Flip Cup with Orange Juice is Love. My friends are so wonderful. They try to make me drink with them..i just dont feel it anymore.they mean it in fun. who needs alcohol?when your content with your life sober? excuse me LOVE your life. I dont know why i just dont sit down, slam some brews, buzz, what do i have to lose? NOTHING.friendship? nope i dont even have that. of the person it may mean the most. and it hurts.THERE aint nobody gonna tell me what to Do! im new, im changed, i have crushes on boys, but im stuck.stuck on what, i think only god nows, and i think he is giving me this hard time for a reason. Because im not a whimp and i can handle this.
i wanna be a person you are proud to know and love.
but i need you back first.
FLA is coming soon. thank goodness.
EDIT: The last part of my entry sounded, lame, desperate, and forgiving. I am which none of those things. I dont need you to live my life. I need someone to love me for me. Im not coming back. im not calling back. it on you to make the first step towards my friendship. because im tired of TRYING to get yours.