Jul 30, 2006 18:26
I finally broke up with him
thank goddddd
I need to be with someone who makes freakin' decisions.
"I dont care what we do as long as Im with you Im happy" is cute like...once. It just pisses you off when its the only answer you EVER get.
I hate feeling like your not "allowed" to be at certain places after you do something with someone. There was a whole explanation here but turns out dkjfasjkdhfajshdfajdadfa people know him and I dont want to sound crazy. that and if I put two and two together right I might just throw up. Its like kissing the enemy
So Micah turned 21 tuesday and his party was pretty...interesting? Amys mom bought tons of alcohol and made me about twenty mixed drinks :) it was fun everyone was super drunk and then either the weirdest or coolest thing happened; everyone went out to backyard to get high..and Amys mom joined us. She had only gotten high once when she was in high school and it was the weirdest thing to watch. Me and amy didnt think it was that cool but then we figured we'd never get into trouble for doing anything anymore. So now were free to drink, smoke and do drugs at her house :)
Work is going well but its killing my hair. My hair was almost black when I started working and before I dyed it two days ago it was bleached white on the under parts of my hair and copper blonde on the top. I dyed it for my Senior Pictures which will be bad ass.
Me and Michael are constantly talking now, I cant wait for him to come down on the 21st for stephanies birthday :) Hes been acting a lot different now too. Before he wasnt that affectionate and now He'll tell me he misses me and that if he would have stayed in Texas he would have asked me out because he thinks Im smart :) which is a lot more of a complement then "youre hott" or some shit.