we came together, fell apart...broke eachother's heart...
wow it's been a while hehe but forgive me because my computer is messed up! so where do i begin...damn who cares! school starts on monday and yeah it sucks but this year shouldnt be too bad cuz i picked pretty much every class and i have good teachers=) lucky me! things with the friends are pretty good although a little divided. mel stayed here for a while and although i got mad once or twice we worked out some differences and i had a lot of fun cruising in the cav! i miss her=( josh and i are doing awesome too and our 2 year anniversary is on saturday! i can't wait...that's also the day that collin and andrew go to valpo and that makes me sad. i just started to feel close to andrew and now he's leaving! but i can visit a lot cuz i know the way there lol and collin...i'm gunna miss him a lot cuz he has always been one of my best friends even tho there have been many times when we 'hated' eachother we still lasted through it all and i dont want him to leave. but like i said, i'll visit. i feel see through lately and it's pissing me off cuz i've been trying to keep it all in. but to be totally blunt i think i am depressed lately or at least 1/2 depressed. and i cant figure out what it is that is really hurting me but i think it is a little of everything and i mean EVERYTHING. i only think taht b/c i cant find one aspect of my life that doesn't hurt at least a little. but i'll be ok cuz i have no choice=) lol i'm going to try writing again it works best when i'm down so i'm gunna go i love you all...goodnight