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Chris's party was funny. I laughed alot about it afterwards. Me and katie went in matching outfits and i must say.. we were Stunning <3
Everyone said there was "so much tension" Fuckkkk that.. And everyone's saying " there were two cliques omfg !"
Okay shut up.
Here's the deal.. Im sick of this stupid bullshit so im going to lay it all out for ya.
Clique Number one : Amanda?.. Lisa.. Nicole..
Clique Number Two : Me.. Katie.. Jamie..
Lily and Tiffany we're neutral im sure.. we're not really friends with Tiffany but there's no problems there.. she's friends with Clique # 1 but that doesnt matter.. Lily's friends with us both. I accept that.. I dont care.. I know that was uncomfortable for her.. but what's anyone going to do about it? I honestly thought she spent her times wisely.. she was back and forth and trying not to hurt anyone and i think that's great.
Anyway..
Lisa and Jamie kept making comments to eachother.. it was fucking hilarious .. i dont care what anyone says.
Clique # 1 got mad because i kept hugging chris.. i kept kissing chris.. i kept holding Chris's hand and being next to him.
I dont care what they say.. i saw their looks and stares and personally.. i dont give a flying fuck.. I care about him SO fucking much it doesnt bother me.. if you cant handle the fact that we're together now then you shouldnt've come the to party. It's not like i invited you to come and stare at us.. If it bothers you so much then dont look. Fuckheads.
I dont like them.. They dont like me.. i think that's pretty clear.. if there was tension they were making it because i couldnt give less of a fuck if they were there or not.
Unlike them i can accept the fact that Chris is friends with them.. i dont get why he would be.. but i accept it.. Im not the one going around telling him that i wont be his friends if he continues to see them.. That's ridiculous i would never ever put him in that kind of situation..
While im speaking of chris i want to set the record straig.. I care about that guy so fucking much.. every day that goes by my feelings for him are even stronger.. honestly i dont even know why but i cant help it im really really falling for him. So dont say that i dont care about him dont say that im using him because he means so SO much to me.
Anyway.. Everyones saying how ridiculous this is.. and yeah it is ridiculous.. but i just dont give a fuck.. if they're going to say something to me.. i will say something back.. im not trying to start shit.. im trying to stick up for myself.. last time i checked there was nothing wrong with that.
Nicole left a bitchy myspace comment on Jamie's myspace.. Katie responded first.. me second... Nicole called us sluts and bitches and said that i should stay away from chris or she'll come after me.. She told Katie peter didnt care about her.. Both things are such bullshit.. If nicole cares that much about chris then why did she call him and say that she cant be his friend because of me ? And i know peter cares about katie.. so that's bullshit too..
They're just jealous of me and chris and that Peter and Katie are friends.
Get over it you dumb Slutfucks.
Anyway on a better note..
Me and Jamie are friends again.. im really really happy about that, i loved being her friend before and i still do.. i know alot of shit happened last year but im willing to get over it if she does.. our friendship was too good for us to let it end that way. Jamie was my best friend and i loved her so so so so so much.. i still care about Jamie like that and i know that soon enough after we start hanging out we're going to become really good friends again.. it's weird how these things work out.. but maybe me and jamie were just meant to be friends like this.
Speaking of Friends.. i fucking love katie more than life.. she is my bestest bestest friend.. Katie if you read this.. i am always always there for you.. no matter what. i fucking love you more than life !!! Thursday she started staying with me and she left yesterday morning.. we had so much fun this weekend ! The party.. Mall with Jamie and Chris and Peter and Ervin ( apparently it's spelt with an E ) lmfao good times good times.
Im seeing Chris tonight and im happy about that because i havent seen him since Saturday and i miss him<3
Anyway i typed alot.. <333
Everyone said there was "so much tension" Fuckkkk that.. And everyone's saying " there were two cliques omfg !"
Okay shut up.
Here's the deal.. Im sick of this stupid bullshit so im going to lay it all out for ya.
Clique Number one : Amanda?.. Lisa.. Nicole..
Clique Number Two : Me.. Katie.. Jamie..
Lily and Tiffany we're neutral im sure.. we're not really friends with Tiffany but there's no problems there.. she's friends with Clique # 1 but that doesnt matter.. Lily's friends with us both. I accept that.. I dont care.. I know that was uncomfortable for her.. but what's anyone going to do about it? I honestly thought she spent her times wisely.. she was back and forth and trying not to hurt anyone and i think that's great.
Anyway..
Lisa and Jamie kept making comments to eachother.. it was fucking hilarious .. i dont care what anyone says.
Clique # 1 got mad because i kept hugging chris.. i kept kissing chris.. i kept holding Chris's hand and being next to him.
I dont care what they say.. i saw their looks and stares and personally.. i dont give a flying fuck.. I care about him SO fucking much it doesnt bother me.. if you cant handle the fact that we're together now then you shouldnt've come the to party. It's not like i invited you to come and stare at us.. If it bothers you so much then dont look. Fuckheads.
I dont like them.. They dont like me.. i think that's pretty clear.. if there was tension they were making it because i couldnt give less of a fuck if they were there or not.
Unlike them i can accept the fact that Chris is friends with them.. i dont get why he would be.. but i accept it.. Im not the one going around telling him that i wont be his friends if he continues to see them.. That's ridiculous i would never ever put him in that kind of situation..
While im speaking of chris i want to set the record straig.. I care about that guy so fucking much.. every day that goes by my feelings for him are even stronger.. honestly i dont even know why but i cant help it im really really falling for him. So dont say that i dont care about him dont say that im using him because he means so SO much to me.
Anyway.. Everyones saying how ridiculous this is.. and yeah it is ridiculous.. but i just dont give a fuck.. if they're going to say something to me.. i will say something back.. im not trying to start shit.. im trying to stick up for myself.. last time i checked there was nothing wrong with that.
Nicole left a bitchy myspace comment on Jamie's myspace.. Katie responded first.. me second... Nicole called us sluts and bitches and said that i should stay away from chris or she'll come after me.. She told Katie peter didnt care about her.. Both things are such bullshit.. If nicole cares that much about chris then why did she call him and say that she cant be his friend because of me ? And i know peter cares about katie.. so that's bullshit too..
They're just jealous of me and chris and that Peter and Katie are friends.
Get over it you dumb Slutfucks.
Anyway on a better note..
Me and Jamie are friends again.. im really really happy about that, i loved being her friend before and i still do.. i know alot of shit happened last year but im willing to get over it if she does.. our friendship was too good for us to let it end that way. Jamie was my best friend and i loved her so so so so so much.. i still care about Jamie like that and i know that soon enough after we start hanging out we're going to become really good friends again.. it's weird how these things work out.. but maybe me and jamie were just meant to be friends like this.
Speaking of Friends.. i fucking love katie more than life.. she is my bestest bestest friend.. Katie if you read this.. i am always always there for you.. no matter what. i fucking love you more than life !!! Thursday she started staying with me and she left yesterday morning.. we had so much fun this weekend ! The party.. Mall with Jamie and Chris and Peter and Ervin ( apparently it's spelt with an E ) lmfao good times good times.
Im seeing Chris tonight and im happy about that because i havent seen him since Saturday and i miss him<3
Anyway i typed alot.. <333