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i havent written in here in a couple days i havent had time. school started monday the first day was terrible but its getting better i have a lot of homework in all my classes so that sucks but its ok i guess ive been feeling really shitty tonight i dont know why but ive been like crying n just laying around the whole night its just been a bad night ive been thinking about that car i was supposed to get monday and im just so pissed i hope that fucking bitch is happy that she made me so damn mad if i knew who she was id go fucking beat the shit outta the car so she couldnt have it either im never gonna get a freakin car why does everyone else get there parents to buy them a car but mine are too damn poor? i hate my family why do i have to suffer i didnt pick em and i feel terrible cuz i hate making stacy take me to school cuz i feel like such a lazy freeloader and kayla probably doesnt wanna spend the time picking me up and dropping me off either i feel really bad i just wish i could get my license and buy a car all tomorrow night wouldnt that be nice but yeah not gonna happen so whatever im gonna go lay down and wait for nick to get off work i guess
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nicholas