chris'll never know what he means to me.
Ok, so it could be because I'm on a high from listening to saves the day, or it could be because jessica ellis took the time to point out all the good things i have, or it could be because brandon called me and I could hear a smile...
Really I'm going to try to be a happier person. I know that I've let a lot of my friends down lately, and for that guys, I'm really sorry. The uncertainty of anything and everything in my future has weighed more heavily upon my head this year than in any previous year. I want all of you to know, that need to know, that I still care about you and I'm just sorry. The exertion of all my energy into problems that will only reveal themselves with time is too taxing on me, and I've really got to stop.
I'm jealous, I'm tired, I'm curious, I just want to know where I'm going next year. It's really not that big of a deal to anyone but me, and it's not the life-breaking or making thing I make it appear to be.
For the first time I'm scared that I won't make it out there.
Really I'm going to try to be a happier person.
Really I'm going to try to be a happier person. I know that I've let a lot of my friends down lately, and for that guys, I'm really sorry. The uncertainty of anything and everything in my future has weighed more heavily upon my head this year than in any previous year. I want all of you to know, that need to know, that I still care about you and I'm just sorry. The exertion of all my energy into problems that will only reveal themselves with time is too taxing on me, and I've really got to stop.
I'm jealous, I'm tired, I'm curious, I just want to know where I'm going next year. It's really not that big of a deal to anyone but me, and it's not the life-breaking or making thing I make it appear to be.
For the first time I'm scared that I won't make it out there.
Really I'm going to try to be a happier person.