May 04, 2007 15:18
I feel like I'm bipolar or something... Every time I start to cheer up a bit, I keep thinking to our goodbye yesterday, or any moment with him, and I just get all upset all over again. I'll just be sitting there and then I'll start to tear up again. Is it bad that I miss him that much already? I wonder if he misses me alot too... I'm so retarted sometimes.