Mar 15, 2006 21:57
today there was so much shit going on it wasn't even funny. Apparently people seem to think shane has a baby which isn't true at all and we all know it. I must be ungodly ugly to the extreme because half the people I know wouldn't touch me with a ten foot pole and since I have "had sex" with some one in our class they now seem to be "diseased" and now are ridiculed about it. What shit is going to come out now? Do I have kids because shoot if I do I would like to see them. And if I don't show up to school tomorrow because I feel like shit will people think that I didn't have enough balls to show my face after the incodent at luch between shane and david because shane and I "had sex" who knows? This is shuch shit and we all know it. Even if I did have sex with him why does it matter? Oh yeah apparently I am diseased and am untouchable shoot I guess I forgot about that. So is swimming at 5 in the morning going to make people think differently? Do I need to bathe 2 times a day? Maybe I like different things hell I don't know what the fuck is so "diseased" about me? What is it come on get balls and tell me to my fucking face you jack asses.
But then again it is nouvel what else am I supposed to expect...decent people? Nope sorry I guess I was the only one in Peace and Justice where we learned to be decent people...man I could have sworn there were more people in that class...humm guess not. I know that we all have our flaws but I know that people are better than this and it is so unfortunate that this shit goes on like this. Weather it is about me or not it is such crap and we all wonder why people hate nouvel. But then you can always tell who the people are who dish out this shit because "they will be ruined come graduation" well damn atleast you will finally experience some sorrow in your "always glorious" high school career.
I am done dealing out my ish so later. It is all just shit from now on. Guess I was wrong to think that Junior year would be better then all the others...it is just Freshman year all over again. Gotta get over it then.