Dirty (Now And Forever)

[ihaveranaway]

I try
I do
I promise
You know I can't

These things I want to feel
Promises of something better
I can only fake it
Pills & Alcohol

I try
You know

It is killing me
I'm Dizzy
My heart is spinning
I only worry about her

I've tried
I know
I'm foolish
I love her

I'm sorry
I never told her

I'll keep doing this
I can't stay clean