Stimulant Status

[ihaveranaway]

You can't scare the devil out
You can only get him drunk

I'm tired of trying to beat my heart out
Take enough speed
Your veins are rockets
Little ice spikes crawling out

And when you run out
there is caffeine
and your heart never heals
but you make it through
another day
until it comes

Though I think I am done with death
She'll keep calling me back
I know the things I do
Though i try to consecrate my hopes,
I know  I will always fail.