Feb 13, 2004 19:11
Hello everyone sry for not posting in awhile things in my life are just a little crazy right now. How crazy you ask, well sit right there and i will let you in on whats goin on with me.
First: The Girlfriend Issue
How is it that girls can be totally about you one min and the next just act like you were never there in the first place. Let me elaborate... My gf and i were goin out for about a month, everything goin great. Hangin out every night, goin out with each other, just plain enjoying being with one another. Then about 2 weeks ago everything just stopped. Few and far between calls, no seeing each other at all, and no explination why. Now i am not a psyco stalker if a girl doesnt like me all she has to do is say, hey i don't like you, leave me be, and be is what i will leave her. But the few phone calls i got from my so called gf where telling me that she was busy and sry she couldnt spend time with me. Well I got news for you, Busy my ass, she lives in the apartment below me and has not been gone but maybe one day this whole week, she is just flat out ignoring me. So i finally confront her on the whole deal and she acts like we havent been goin out for over a month, like i am just some new guy that she is havin to let off. Of course i got the lets be friends frist speech, bullshit friends first means you want nothing to do with me, so just tell me. Man i have had it, i was seriously thinkin i could fall in LOVE with this girl LOVE man freakin LOVE and she acts like i meant nothing to her, well hax on her i say and hax on love. I give up on tryin to find that one special girl, if she's out there she better find me cause i aint lookin no more you hear me.
Second: The Lazy Ass Roomate Ordeal
I live in a very nice apartment where we pay close to 1400 a month for a large three bedroom. But you know what, i am the only one with a freakin job (that allows me to afford this nice a place), or a freakin car. So far i have paid the cable, internet, phone, and electric bill for 3 months at the same time i am paying my own cell bill and insurance and my fuckin Credit card bills oh my god i cant take it anymore. Neither of my roomates have a car so i drive one to his minimum wage best buy job, and the other just plays video games on my fuckin xbox on my couch on my Tv all day. But he cant go get a job cause he has no one to drive him around he tells me. You freakin scrotom God gave you legs get off your lazy ass and walk. We live right in the middle of town and there are many businesses within walking distance. Well this month i am tapped and cant afford to pay for all the bills (which are all in my name by the way) and now my credit it getting torn to peices by late payments cause my lazy ass roomates cant pay thier share. Well i give up so now comes my solution to all these problems and this is how i am goin to get my life back on track.
The Solution:
I am Movin out, back to the one place i was happy, i am goin back to denton, yes thats right the move is in the works as i speak, i am gettin my debt resolved told my roomates to find a new roomate, canceling all the bills, starting to look for a new job in the denton area, lookin for a cheap one bedroom and i am goin back to school. i have alot of work to do but i cant take this life anymore and i am takin control and dont give me no guff cause i am on the warpath. HOOORAAHHH Thank you for listening to my crazed bantar but i needed to get it out somewhere