Oct 18, 2005 11:28
Ahh damn ...im faced with a really hard choie..break up my my bf or not...i dont know what with him these days..he just never talks to me...anyguys out there know whats wrong with him??? i need help...i just love him so so so much...and it really would hurt me to break up with him..im crying now as i type this...*sobs* i wish he would stop..im getting depressed all over again...*sigh* i need help will someone please please tlak to me and help me throught this...cuz right now i have no one...i feel sick over this..im loseing sleep...and i cant think straight...my grades are droping ...Please someone help me! i dont wanna be the person i was...its killing me...but anyways knowing that i really have no reason as to put this out there for you guys since i know no one will read this..they never do...i dont know it makes me feel a little better knowing that i got my feelings out...oh and i will be posting more poems that i wrote....like 20 minutes ago..i will post them soon...well i gtg im going to bed...i hope someone replys to this ...i just dont know what to do...Much love to you all!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!*hugs* <3 Ashlei/Cookie
P.s sorry...oh and benj...you were still wrong..i did comment practially everyone...but no one really commented back..i was nice...sweet caring..myself...but i guess no one cares...