A mind full of empty thoughts.

[ihavelonghair5]

I can feel that something is wrong, I can't put my finger on it. Something just isn't right... WHAT IS IT? It's driving me nuts. I need more friends, I need true friends. I feel like a failure. School is kicking my butt, I'm not a stupid girl. I'm so tired...of everything. A couple of days ago I was feeling like this and I just thought "augh, it's just one of those days", It's been 'one of those days' for like a week. I haven't written a whiny entry in a while. Don't get used to these, hopefully this is just a phase. I'll be back to my smiley self in no time. Usually when I get in these moods I try to think of all the things I enjoy.
Jesus
autumn
my warm bed
good movies
Corrina
bubble baths
pretty days
making the world your music video
feta cheese
good friends
Mother Dearest
when my room is clean
pictures
good smells
ANGIE
wearing a comfy sweater
songs with a memory
sitting outside
rain
long hair
warm apple cyder
family
being happy
April S.J. Hartman
laughing
being in pajama pants
hugs/kisses
long talks
random phone calls
not giving up
My Eskimo
nelson
cuddling
walking barefoot on the beach
good memories
hot tea
things that are green
koala bears
hand holding
Rachel Ann
road trips
seeing people happy
daisies
cute text messages
sleeping in
heart to hearts
sleeping next to someone
The Second
learning
clear skin
a good salad
Corey James
Knowing that no matter what happens there will always be someone there for you

Wow, that worked. YES.. :)

I miss Lena



(I have a red fish painted on my face because I was at a block party during our mission trip 2 summers ago)