things are feeling thin - i know . i know .
not being sober but trying to act like you are is like ...
the hardest thing ever .
caity was here for a day -
but i wasnt making her feel welcome and she went home .
im so sorry . [ x3 ]
so i went to ambers and i had over 12 shots of BCDi ..
i was trying to have a conversation with my mom -
trying not to slurr and hiccup .
but it want working .
then everyone started fighting and i started crying .
home ... what a fucking horrible place .
i was in agoura for a week - it was fun .
at the moment i dont feel like seeing anyone ..
♥ .. i have a hangover .
im going to dance to yyy till i puke .