Merry Christmas!!
EeEeEeEek!! this is going to be a long entry I'm sure!! So now it is officially christmas, and i am officially wired, but i dont care!!! MY baby boy just gave me an iPod nano for my Christmas resent and it has engraving on the back that says "Merry Christmas Liz, Love - Dave" and i absotutely love it - it is taking liek all of my power right now not to plug it in and install all of the shiznot etc etc. and omg i am so excited that i get to wake up in the mornign and see my family, and exchange presents and then im thinkin bout how i wanna take my sis to the mall to redeem our gift cards soemtime soon, and also how i have to find out my work schedule cuz i think im working monday but i dont know when exactly. SO I'm sitting here in dave's pj pants that are definitely mine which i own, because he never gets then back and he doesnt even wear them anymore anyways, i have freshly brushed teeth but im pretty tired form having a long day of errands and such with melissa andthen the teensy bit of crying that i ended up doing at daves because i felt liek his entire family was cracking on me and to be perfectly honest i was very upset and actually quite hurt but i guess i just have to learn how to "brush my shoulders off" and not lert things get to me as much, but its hard with people u care about and alue their opinion. Commie and alan both imed me with mery christmases and i had facebook messages fromthe friends at school!! yay!! who i miss dearly!!! Love to the sherman and buckley crew. :) I kepp thinking about how much i love my life and that i can go back to school and be in college and be able to do work even tho its a pain in the ass. I lovemy life and my friends, and of course my family and the boy!! and im just thankful to be here and healthy. liek commie was saying how he had no car no girl and didnt get an ipod for christmas, and i sent him this "yay i got drunk tonite to forget about the fact that my daddy can't b my santa claus ne more-merry fucking christmas" which is melissas prfile and i said that life doesnt seem so bad after that does it. but of course its hard when we are going thru our little seemingly petty trials and tribulations to think like that but soemtimes its good too. well im looking forward to a great christmas!! and now im gunna play around o the computer for a bit and my new years reflections will come on a dif entry. <3333