I AM SO MAD!
I'm so mad. I want to pick up this computer screen and throw it out the window, or better yet maybe everyone in the other room. I want to demolish things and break things and punch things and scream and cry and yell and run. I want more than anything to go into the next room and get my coat and purse and run. I just want to run. Run away. From everything. And everyone. IM SO ANGRY. I want to pick up a huge case of red wine and pour it all over this perfect little house, in this perfect little town. I want to take his perfect little room and his computer and his car and throw them at eachother at high speeds. I want to get out of southington, get out of connecticut. Go on vactaion. Away from everything, from stress. From exams, from relationships, from drama, from family, from homework, from chores, from the gym. IM SO MAD!!! I hate anger like this and im forced to sit here and contain it. We have not had ONE good day this ENTIRE weekend. And i thinkto myself, today it'll be different. I get all dressed up and excited to go out, and I think to myself I'm gunna try really hard not to figth or argue and just let the little things slide. Why do I care that much anyways? But instead I spend most of my day upset and finally decide to go visit my best frined at work. And then he comes, and im happy again! We're going to spend time together now!! Butinstead im sitting here in this little FUCKING room, listenign to him talk and laugh out loud while all i want to do is cry and punch shit. THE END.