routine-break.
(via papertissue)
what do people do when they are jobless?
i'm officially without a job, and taking a break from the 9-6pm routine. people kept asking me about it, but i've been ignoring everyone. sorry but i don't really want to talk about it, not because it was ugly or anything, but just because i don't have a good answer for the why and what happens next. i don't want people to start judging me.
i'm currently an unofficial wedding planner for my brother's wedding in July, and as much as I enjoy planning for a wedding and buzzing around, the entire idea of a wedding is scaring me. Just that day, they argued over something regarding the wedding and it got ugly. When trying to play the mediator, I thought about all the worse scenarios that could possibly happen. What if they fall out because of one argument and decide to cancel the wedding? what if they find out that they are actually not suitable for one another and decide to call the entire wedding off? Very scary thought, very scary indeed. :(
Meanwhile, i shall start on my swimming routine, learn how to use the dslr, read more books, party my ass off, and be happy for a while more! :) Hope you are too.