hi!
i miss a few things...
when i didnt have to mentally not try to think about the future
& when i didnt worry myself to gray hair
when the person whos always there.
was really always there.
& when i knew how to deal with crazy people.. or comfort people.
and also when i knew that any given day my name
would never be forgotten to be mentioned in erin monroes posts.
maybe i existed then? ha.
no. ive grown, and fuck ive still got a long way to go but.
the people who were always just accepting of what they got out of people
(who were hurt sometimes but just let it go)
or just accepted the time they had with one another and didnt push it.
just enjoyed it as it came.
-- yeah, im one of those now.
i have emotion yes.
but i do know now.
take it as it comes. dont always get hurt. or keep expecting too much.
just, take it as it comes. bc one day. it wont-
when i didnt have to mentally not try to think about the future
& when i didnt worry myself to gray hair
when the person whos always there.
was really always there.
& when i knew how to deal with crazy people.. or comfort people.
and also when i knew that any given day my name
would never be forgotten to be mentioned in erin monroes posts.
maybe i existed then? ha.
no. ive grown, and fuck ive still got a long way to go but.
the people who were always just accepting of what they got out of people
(who were hurt sometimes but just let it go)
or just accepted the time they had with one another and didnt push it.
just enjoyed it as it came.
-- yeah, im one of those now.
i have emotion yes.
but i do know now.
take it as it comes. dont always get hurt. or keep expecting too much.
just, take it as it comes. bc one day. it wont-