gimme a margerita
lately i have trouble sleeping.
we've been fighting since saturday. i hate fighting.
i bought him a card.
me and megs bought the same card for them<3
megs is the only girl who i can talk to about every little thing.
school went by fast today. very fast.
then i worked and went tanning with my love ASH.
i feel a little bit better.
b/c i hate being not tan at all and feeling more ugly than usual.
i'm so insecure about every little thing about me.
i like mariah's new song. we belong together.
i really really really want my license.
pat said he has a cd player he doesn't use.
i am all over the place tonight. ALLLLLL day actually.
too much coffee maybe. and too much confusion.
i kind of look like a tomato right now.
i got a raise at work. theres something nice for a change.
after failing my road test and all that family crap and fighting..
it's sad that a tiny raise
is the only nice reward of the past two weeks.
i need this vacation.
i want to go to bed but i know i won't be able to sleep.
even though nothing is really wrong.
i just feel like i am always saying sorry for how i feel.
i like surprises.
cute little things out of no where.
cause even though they may seem kinda stupid/weird..
they still just can cheer me up. and make me feel 256x's better.
i just wish i wasn't apologizing so much.
i wish i could feel like i was doing something right.
and i was okay. or pretty okay. or pretty good.
i hate that i have to be so insecure. need some loviesss.
<3
we've been fighting since saturday. i hate fighting.
i bought him a card.
me and megs bought the same card for them<3
megs is the only girl who i can talk to about every little thing.
school went by fast today. very fast.
then i worked and went tanning with my love ASH.
i feel a little bit better.
b/c i hate being not tan at all and feeling more ugly than usual.
i'm so insecure about every little thing about me.
i like mariah's new song. we belong together.
i really really really want my license.
pat said he has a cd player he doesn't use.
i am all over the place tonight. ALLLLLL day actually.
too much coffee maybe. and too much confusion.
i kind of look like a tomato right now.
i got a raise at work. theres something nice for a change.
after failing my road test and all that family crap and fighting..
it's sad that a tiny raise
is the only nice reward of the past two weeks.
i need this vacation.
i want to go to bed but i know i won't be able to sleep.
even though nothing is really wrong.
i just feel like i am always saying sorry for how i feel.
i like surprises.
cute little things out of no where.
cause even though they may seem kinda stupid/weird..
they still just can cheer me up. and make me feel 256x's better.
i just wish i wasn't apologizing so much.
i wish i could feel like i was doing something right.
and i was okay. or pretty okay. or pretty good.
i hate that i have to be so insecure. need some loviesss.
<3