Jul 29, 2004 04:53
hey yall. this thing is too effin confuzin. idont even know how to read my own. and it lookslike crap cuz i dont know how to reset it and make it pretty like katies. haha. and i cant get those lil mood ppl cuz somethin about my parental controls..?i dunno what that has to do with lil mood ppl but ok. yall i dont understand....i really like this cory, dude. like i really like him. he's more liek what i wanted than even I knew. like i could imagine my perfect guy...and he;s even better than that. plus he likes me and is actually glad im not like a lil blonde toothpick cheerleader. the world could use a few more guys like that. plus this dude is sexy off his butt.haha. [notice my awesome job at not cussing] but yeah..im crazy about cory...and 8 months later im still havin micheal duncan withdrawals...and that dude was such a lil prick. he wasnt even cute. welli guess he was at the time..and only when he was wearing my kampus beanie...which he still has...and he was always tryin to change me. i couldnt be myself around him even though he liked it.haha right. try he jus wanted to impress his friends with a hott preppy girl from sterlington. i bet he told them i was like the captian of the cheerleadin squad and was like a super gymnyst and model or sumthin. hahah. i mean not sayin i look like i could be..but that would be micheal for yah.... oh. haha did yall know he tried his lil thing again? yeah i talked to one of his old friends at cross camp. he barely recognized me and i didnt recognize him but we talked a while andhe not his friend anymore. yeah he knew nothing about the real reason that me n michael broke up. he thinks micheal broke up with me cuz i all the sudden started bein mean. haha. anyways yeah. this dude aint our lil buddy's friend anymore cuz micheal tried to rape some girl that went to their school. homie gave me names and everything...i jus cant remember any of em. but yeah...thas the kinda guy that ruined my dating experience from every guy sense him. it blows. 8 months later i still think about him constantly. and even when i have an amazing guy sitting there smiling wanting me...i jus dont understand... please pray for me or sumthin. this is freakin torture. if you havent...go to my xanga sight. its so much better than this lil thinger. its www.xanga.com/LiLMaGz and dont forget to leave comments. its nice to know sometimes im not talking to myself for nothing. it could do yall some good. im very wise. ask bretly. haha. chinese ppl would call me "young grasshopper"