Oct 02, 2004 12:22
sara n rach jus dropped me off. you guys..ah. i stayed with zack last night. no nuthin happened. we ate waffles n played "guess who" haha. and then we fell asleep to incubus. there was a real good serious talk in there too. we got some things established. oh and he let me read his journal. he started it again a lil after we started talkin. im gonna read yall what it says:) so listen up kiddies and try not to get to jealous of me :)
"I haven't written in this book in a while, but today i feel new. I have this insane relationship evolving infront of me and I have never felt so good about something before. I know that she is 4 years younger than me but for the first time I feel and see age as a number. Just a way for people to count their decomposing process. It has been so long since I have been this happy. I thought for sure after the last relationship that I wouldn't be able to get back into a relationship for a long time. I have never been able to just get so comfortable with someone as i have her. Before meeting her I could never have just called a girl that I have never even spoken to before. And then fall so fast for her. She honestly gives me something to be excited about. For a while I had nothing. I had the music part of my life o be excited about to some extent but it wasn't nearly enouph.
She's a flower under falling leaves
She's an angel, and she believes
In this thought of hidden pain
In this world composed of blame "
AH. how awesome is he? haha. needless to say i took the pages out n decided to keep em:) he's so amazing you guys...i hope yall can be as happy as me.ah sorry...im so happy though. haha. i need to just go do somethin cuz im startin to get all nerdy.hahah. catch you cats later:) have a GREAT day. :) :) :)